As you can see the title is everything.But the story on Tuesday i broke up with my boyfriend of eight months, then i started to like someone else and now i am dating him but he is getting annoying and Im starting to not like him anymore. Also my ex boyfriends are trying to make me feel guilty for breaking up with him, i am mostly venting right now i could vent to my friends because it would be over the internet and i want to do in person but i cant. Also the kind of bad thing is im liking my ex boyfriends BEST friend and the best friend dated my best friend i know its confusing, but, i want to end my life right now i cried today because i wanted to kill myself. and i almost killed myself but i didn't have the GUTS to do it and i feel like im not even alive sometimes im just a loner. This weekend i just want to curl into my bed and die I HATE MY LIFE!!!! everything is hitting me so fast i cant even keep up. i just want to be alone and when i go back to school on tuesday i just dont want to talk to anyone just keep to myself and be a "emo" everyone calls me that since last year and last year i wasnt even emo one day i was with my friend to freak everyone out and it worked but when i get to school on tuesday i will be emo i have another friend who feels alone unhappy doesnt feel alive anymore. I just want to end my life this weekend and today or net week if i have the guts and cry myself to bed and "cut" myself. ALSO MY FRIENDS IT MOSTLY WONT COO=ME TRUE BUT I WISH IT DID!! BUT DONT BELIEVE IN LIKE ANYTHING ANYMORE IT WONT COME TRUE EVEN IF YOU THINK HARD ENOUGH!! WHAT ALL PARENTS SAY TO THEIR CL=HILDREN IT DOESNT COME TRUE AT ALL!!!!.
<>DEANNA "ELMO" THE EMO NOW p.s i want to end my life right now and cry !!